一夜的梦魇

                      清晨的时候 终于在呼喊中惊醒 
                      周遭瞬时寂寥下来 
                      清楚地记得自己的恐慌 
                      无力的无措着                         

                              我知道一些事 是要自己学会承担

                              苦痛也好 甜蜜也好

                                        穿梭 在时空的交界 想象你在身边 
                                        冷峻的脸 下垂的长睫毛 和 上扬30度的嘴角 
                                        然后回头 看记忆被喧嚣一点点腐蚀 最后湮灭

                                                       爱一个人 全心全意 有多难？
                                                       跨越过一整个大洋的距离 
                                                       说着 是的 不是的 
                                                       一步一步在肯定和否定之间挣扎往来 
                                                       你教我不要有杂念 却反复着颠覆天平 
                                                       何堪
                           

                      
                                                             除却凝视 无法入眠  

                                                             小心翼翼地计量着 前行

                                                             终还是迷了路

                                                             谁人 令思念蔓延  无可救药